my life F.D.R. with Part 2: by ANNA ROOSEVELT This article deals with Anna Roosevelt's earliest recollections of her father. As the oldest child and the only daughter, she ”wanted to be a boy" because her father's love of the outdoors appealed to her far more than the lessons she was told she must learn in order to be a lady some day." This tall, handsome and athletic father was rarely a disciplinarian, leaving the largest part of that job to his wife and his mother. So, as Anna explains; No wonder that during those early days Father was my childhood hero . . . not politically or as a world leader . . . just as a man and my father!" Yes, mine was a happy childhood, and it certainly should have been, because at Hyde Park, at Campobello Island and in Washington, D.C., my brothers and I had every opportunity to indulge our instincts for robust fun. Father provided plenty of lead- ership in this direction. It was Father who taught me to ride, starting when I was only two years old. He loved his horse, Bobby, so I loved all horses. When I was ten, Father’s uncle, Warren Delano, gave me a small and sturdy Norwegian horse. The horse was stubborn, and when he and I disagreed as to which direction was to be followed, he would frequently knock me out of the saddle by back- ing fast under a low limb of a tree. He would buck me off and drag me along the ground because I insisted on hanging on to the reins. Father was never one to offer sympathy if he felt you could learn to do some- thing better. So I carefully kept these little incidents to myself. Father, Mother and my grand- mother were not demonstrative with sympathy or even affection. Granny took the lead in stressing family loy- alty. But in case of illness or injury, the emphasis was on courage and keeping quiet about whatever pain we felt. I know this self-discipline was of immeasurable value to Father when he faced his fight against polio. Once when Jimmy had a bad case of poison ivy, Mother arrived from New York and I took her immedi- ately to Jimmy’s bedside, explaining how much he was suffering. I’ll never forget my surprise when Mother calmly said, “You silly boy, you ought to know better than to get near poi- son ivy!”