10 The Woman with Woman’s Digest Ma rumors became more specific, I used to get just plain mad. I knew my father had not had heart attacks and strokes. I had never seen anyone work harder or give more of himself to others. Once we were at war, I watched the slow development of a philosophy which seemed to me to say: “I have been given a job to do. It’s not a pleasant job nor one con- ducive to rest. But, if it is God’s will to spare me for it, I will give it all I’ve got.” Never once did I hear Father com- plain. Yes, he would acknowledge to me from time to time during the last year and a half of his life that he was tired. But it wasn’t a complaint. It was a statement of fact. It would al- most always be followed up with a matter-of-fact statement to the effect that he thought he’d try to get a nap —either after lunch or before dinner, or would try to sleep a little later the next morning. Actually, I was too busy to get more than superficially mad at rumors in those days. I would reason: Who was I to get mad when the man at whom the rumors were directed paid no attention whatsoever to them? Quite truthfully, it did not occur to me that anyone but Father’s ene- mies would take those rumors seri- ously. It was a real shock to me when, four or five months after Father died, I was fishing with some friends in the mouth of the Columbia River, and one of them said she had talked the previous week with a newspaper man who, she said, had been a sup- porter of Father. This newspaper mar told her he knew positively that Fa ther had two strokes before he died ol a cerebral hemorrhage. This friend had visited me at the White House. She knew that all of u: who were close to Father did all wc could to lighten his burden of re sponsibilities and to force a few hour; of leisure into his work-crowdec days. But it seemed impossible, ai least for me, to believe that anyone could think that a person as continu ally in the public eye as a Presidenl of the United States could “get away with” having any serious illness that was not public knowledge. Father never went anywhere with- out a contingent of Secret Service men. He was seen every day by many people. He never went on a holiday) without friends, family and members of his official family. Even if a cole or an attack of flu confined him to hh bed for a few days, he was visited every day, and often several times a day, by members of his official family and, of course, by members of his personal family too. So, when Dr. Wold’s article ap- peared in Loo\ Magazine, making positive and erroneous assertions with no specifically named authorities to back them up, I felt there could have been only one reason for the writing of this article—a direct attempt to be- smirch the integrity, historical record and memory of Franklin D. Roose- velt. Dr. Wold’s allegations might be be- lieved by some for the sole reason that